Money……..I had a dream and came back to Tennessee to implement it…..That was part of my mission. The other part was to face and conquer the imaginary bad memories in my mind and soul.
I let the memory demons possess the majority of my thoughts, then focused the rest on a tiny part of my mission to become debt free. Funny, as I focused on my debt my bank account depleted, no job, no money sad holidays. The demons in my mind grew and almost took over. To add icing on this cake, those in my immediate space did not understand and therefore did not approve. I craved their encouragement and approval.
The only thing I could link to my unpleasant circumstance was lack of money. Got a job peddling something that is not a necessity is usually purchased on credit and therefore conflicts with my beliefs for everyone to become debt free. Stress from debt, lack and joy almost erased the path to the little house. Thank goodness for the post by Michael Hyatt to fire the narrator! I did that………..Here is some of the road before me.
The job where I am employed by someone else is now an adventure. I pretend I am a guest on that TV show about being the owner and starting at the bottom. The last 3 days have been fun. It gets better each day. Physically, I am more exhausted each day. This is the road called Stress. STOP! I see the sign before me that says STOP! Take a different street.
I worked until 11 last night. It is 6:56 AM and I will be at work at 8:30. I will focus on the job and after work look for the Street called Rest.
My mission is to straighten the curves, turn pennies into dollars, pay debt and start the little house. Next?
Tomorrow I work the last shift of this week. I will rest and balance the budget, plan some additional strategy, identify the location and seek directions.
Want to ride with me? Check out my vehicle Friday.
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