Identify, Your Someday, Someway, Somehow
Why did I wait so long?
I feel numb inside…..for 3 years I have made statements each week…I am going to Tennessee, going to get my stuff…going to move….going to …someday, someway, somehow.
I told myself this story. I don’t have enough money. I can’t drive because of the weather. I can’t leave Eliana. I can’t do the work I did before because of my foot. The last statement is sprinkled with truth.
I don’t want to leave Eliana. There are others here I love and will miss. Eliana is a special blessing for me. It hurts to go. It hurts more to stay.
Is your life what you want it to be? What is your story?
Is it full of Joy? Are unhappy and can’t change anything? Would you be proud to tell your story? If so, tell it. If not, be like me and rewrite it!
This Friday is my Someday. My Somehow, is a planned Southern Route and installed weather app in my phone. My Someway, is supported by love, a commitment to my Sister in Law, whom I have known and loved for over 30 years. When she heard my pitiful story, she refused to play at my party and is coming to keep me company on the ride.
Update – A Winter Storm Warning was issued Tuesday calling for 6 to 10 inches of snow. My Sister in Law cancelled her flight. I will be driving solo and now plan to leave Monday morning. it is a 3 day drive.
